You don't meditate to leave. You don't meditate to leave "here". Because there is no here and no there. Its just Is right where you are.
So where should you go? Other than here?
You don't meditate to leave this existence. You meditate to be able to become the embodiment of joy. The embodiment of Source of Creation itself. Expressing itself through You. You have no place to leave. You are here to come home. To realize that you already are all that you seek.