Right before new years eve I was told by spirit that it was time to take my spiritual name as my spoken name. Always when I'm asked by spirit to do one thing or another, I need to feel it through. I wasn't sure if I could or would or wanted to. I was told that my old name Kristina represented so much old identities that I could now let go of.
I received the name Satya'Naat just about 7 years ago in 2013. I remember that day and night very well. I remember being so sad during the day, a sort of sadness that I couldn't break through. I remember posting here on Facebook asking for prayers and for people to send me love which is probably the only time I've ever done so. Later that day I was invited to come to a concert with the Wailers. It was Bob Marley's birthday and they were having a tribute concert in down town Vancouver.
Isaac my friend who invited me I had met just a few days earlier, I was going for an audition as I was doing some part time acting for fun at the time. I was on the bus going down Hastings and the bus stopped abruptly and I fell into this big Rastafarian dude. I apologized quickly and as I was trying to gain my balance again I looked up and met these big brown beautiful kind eyes and as I did I just knew that we knew each other. That we were old old friends. He said hi and I said hi and somehow I don't remember what happened exactly but I was an hour late for my audition and I definitely didn't get the part, but I made a friend. :)
So fast forward to the concert night, I went downtown to meet Isaac and his friends and we met at McDonald's of all places and he was sitting there waiting for me with a woman and a young man. The woman who I unfortunately don't remember the name of anymore but Isaac had met her earlier in the day when she was looking at drums, she had come to Vancouver from Mount Shasta a few days earlier. She said she was called to come. She continues to tell me that my name, my soul name is Satya'Naat. When she told me it was as if every cell in my entire body lit up, it was as if my whole light body responded and I just knew it was true. She also told me that my true element was water but that I had come into this lifetime to learn about the element of fire (I'm a Leo sun).
Which makes so much sense, water has always been my favorite place to be. Since I was very young I couldn't wait for the ice to break in the spring so that I could be in the sea again, or just to spend hours and hours in the bath.We had a drum ceremony a few days later on Kits beach, right by the secret beach for those who know.. and I remember merging with a bald headed eagle and afterwards for weeks I could see a reflection of an eagle above me on the cars as I walked by but when I looked up there was none there.. so much magic, and some very remarkable ceremonies I had with her. One of the first ceremonies where I went into trance and started talking my star language or the language of Sofia came through when she was there. Now looking back I know it was a time of big initiations.
It's taken me 7 years and a whole lot of death and transformation. But I feel happy to be called Satya'Naat now, it feels right. But you can call me Satya for short.
Thank you for reading, so much Love!
Ps. I will be changing my name on all channels from now on. Ds.