Hi there my name is Kristina, I created this blog since I feel the need to introduce myself in a eloquent manner for new clients. This also gives me a platform where I can tell my story, and share some of the lessons and knowledge I have come across in life and through my awakening.
First comes first, in the beginning of January 2011 I opened my third eye, and this is the story of my Kundalini awakening:
I was meditating while watching this youtube video, which I had done a billion times before. So anyway, while I was meditating the third eye pulled my eyes towards it which was a completely new phenomena for me, and I actually stopped meditating to google ‘third eye meditation’ because I got curious to know what was happening to me. Then I learned a little about third eye meditations and continued meditating now my eyes towards the third eye and it was very easy to quiet my mind (this was unusual) and it was as if someone was controlling my breathing, first really really fast like fire breathing and then very very slow, almost no breath at all. Suddenly I had the sensation as if a very BIG eye lid opened in my forehead, white light started trickling in from the third eye and I had a blink of a seconds decision to whether or not I wanted this, at the time I remember being very curious so I just let go and allowed it to happen. White light poured in through my third eye, like if it took me over. It was beautiful and then I felt this waterfall of bliss, extreme profound love and intense pleasure pouring over my body and skull. I have never experienced anything as pleasurable in my life, there are no words that come close to describing it. * * * * * * My body felt like an energy being, just SO perfect and SO alive. I am so sorry but none of my words make my experience justice. It was the most beautiful experience of my life and I felt God as a part of myself or maybe I should say I felt myself as a part of God and everything. I felt ONE. But this is a big BUT, I still felt my body, my body didn’t go into everything. I felt my energy body, like the perfect undying thing that it is. My breath disappeared, because I remembered my mind thinking whether or not I was actually breathing because I couldn’t feel my chest moving nor could I feel my heart beating, I was vibrating heavily and I was in extreme bliss, I could have stayed there forever but extreme nausea overtook and I had to stop. * * * * * * * * * * * * I have since that experience lived in a different realm of reality, the best way to describe it would be that I have one foot in this dual reality as most people perceive it be and then my other foot in my new reality where everything is energy and we are interconnected to each other. I can feel my chakras as pulsating energy centers, where within a profound expansion exist and many more different realms of realities. I can feel other peoples chakras, and energy bodies. I can feel energy around me as waves of that pulsates through out my body continuously, and radiates from my heart at all times and I know I will never die. My body will shed but my true being will not. * * * * * * I have seen entities, I see lights floating around us all the time, the air around us sparkling with energy. The sky buzzing literary with energy. I have seen people turn into bright white lights, I have seen hearts lit up, as a bright light in their chest. I sometime see the color of auras, but most of the time I just see the bright light that we are. I see the energy from me interacting with the people around me like little electrical currents running through the air. This especially when just focusing at one point. I have seen my own body light up from just focusing on a specific part of the body. For example if I stare at my knee and focus only at one point, within my knee a little sun will be created, if I continue focusing on this point this light will start to pulsate, from there on it seems to have its own life. It will move as it pleases as the intelligence that this energy is, it will go to where it needs to heal, it will go to where the blockages are. Blockages are in fact what creates diseases, if your energy system cannot flow smoothly, there will be imbalances in your system, mentally, physically and spiritually. The energy will create cold or heat depending on what is needed. I as Kristina don’t need any knowledge regarding what to do, I just need to focus where my energy should start. From there on the divine works its way. This is one way how I can give the energy. * * * * * * Another way is for me to go into another persons energy field and feel it is as if its my own and from there on clean their chakras. I don’t take over someone’s energy body, I don’t think that would be possible for me to do nor would it be in my interest to do so. I simply tap into their energy field, either with my mind or with my hands and through that I somehow feel how they feel inside, which includes feeling blockages that I then can clear out just like if I would clear my own. * * * * * * My two most active chakras so far have been my heart and my third eye, I had quite some blockages in my throat chakra right after my awakening and I have been shedding a lot in that area in the last 6 months. I am basically finding my voice here and now. * * * * * * From the beginning when I have asked what my purpose is I have been told to heal, at first I thought that I needed healing which was partly true but also that I am to be of service. The gratitude that I feel for having received this knowledge is beyond words, and I realize that what has been given to me can also be taken from me. I am still learning and I will be learning for the rest of my life as the journey unfolds. Again I am writing this to introduce myself for possible clients but also to share and get in touch with people that might be experiencing the same as me. * * * * * * Thank you for reading! All is LOVE